My Lost Soul...

[saya]

Delilah

I was still upset because I had lost my girl. I did not know what had happen to her or the other two humans that live with her. It had been about two weeks since I have seen my girl last and I hope I would find her. I guess I was wrong because I could not find her anywhere. I walked slowly through the city that was unknown to me. My crown was held low but I was not about to let my guard down for some strange dogs come alone and attack me. Where could my girl go to? Why would she leave me like she did? I thought she said that she love me and would leave me, I said in my thinking box. The ground was cover in winter stuff that I had never seen before and it was very cold out. My winter coat was not that thick in the first place and I was starting to lose it all. I sat down beside I building and howl for someone to come and help me or ever just to be friends with.

I did not know where else to go or if anyone was here that I could trust. It seem like it had been years since I had seen a human when it had only been two weeks. I had never had to find my own food and when I did hurt it was only for food. I know that I would be force to hurt for food soon enough. I did not like hurting for myself, but what other choice did I have. I had killed my first rabbit for food a couple of days after my girl and her parents went up missing. I looked around the area and did not see many other dogs here. I started to wonder if this was really a place where dogs came to find a pack because there was very few males around here.

[Socks]

Marron

This particular city seemed so vacant, though another directed me here. Maybe they lied. So far I’ve only seen a couple of other canines scampering about but they’d glance at me before carrying on their business. I didn’t care much though; I had other things on my mind. Life feels so much like a game now, you make one mistake and it could lead you down the wrong path. I’m sure that most dogs out there are more like zombies for the fact that they don’t know how to take care of themselves. I’m known to observe, and I’ve seen quite a few sitting at the doorsteps of houses. Don’t they have any common sense? I snorted. Sitting squarely on my hunches, I gazed around my surroundings, watching pearly snowflakes float like feathers. Gingerly I dropped the freshly killed rabbit. My chocolate toned physique stood out from the whitening terra, the flakes landing on me melting with the warmth of my pelt. I was cold. My coat was shorthaired, so I didn’t have much protection. Like many others, I too was once curled up inside a warm home watching my humans under sleepy eyes. Though now I despise humans, I do miss what they provided.

A lonesome howl caught my auds, and I glanced towards the direction of the source. Snatching the snow collecting rabbit, I trotted towards the source, blinking in surprise at what I saw. Well, actually I wasn’t all too surprised. It was another vixen, though a husky. Making my way up beside her, I kept a comfortable distance away and perked my auds in interest. “Here,” I said quietly, tossing the rabbit towards her. “You need it more then I do.” Lucky her, I was feeling generous today.

[saya]

Delilah

It was not long before I seen a dog come to my calling and I saw that it was a vixen. She had a rabbit in her mouth as she walk towards me and I small smile cross my mug. I heard her say here and I wonder why she said it. I then notice that she was given my the rabbit and I looked at her. Are you sure? I do not want to take something that you kill for yourself, I said to her. I was a very nice fea when I know that others were being nice to me. I could be mean to because I was not a light nor dark. I did not know much about the alliances so if I had to pick I would say that I'm a neutral. I did not want to have to pick between the two because I was both. I then lean down and sniff the rabbit that the fea had killed. It scent good and I was hungry, but that was not fair to her. I looked back to the unknown vixen and said, By the way my calling is Delilah and yours is. My stomach growl and I looked around the area again. I wonder if there was any brute that would want me, but why wouldn't they. I am a beautiful Husky fea, but I guess I must be really showing that I'm upset about my girl being gone, I said in my thinking box. I then I nudge the rabbit closer to the fea thinking that maybe we could share it.

[Socks]

Marron

A smile curved upon my kissers dimly. I hadn’t smiled in a while, so it might’ve appeared quite awkwardly to the vex. Perking my folded auds as she spoke, I shook my crown gently. “There are plenty out there, and after all I could always catch another,” I growled softly towards her. Sitting squarely again I twitched my nose curiously, taking in her scent as well as any others that happened to linger in the air. She seemed rather nice, but maybe like me she was a Dark in a good mood. Or, perhaps, she’s a neutral. I shrugged, not bothering to guess. I didn’t see why we chose alliances in the first place, they seemed to just be labels for the type of attitude dogs had. I was close to following after the Neutrals, though my lust to kill had driven me after the Darks. My gaze fell upon my paws, recalling the countless murders of humans I had done. I could still taste the warm flesh of the baby in my jaws, all because of jealousy. Hearing the femme speak again, I didn’t bother to look up. “Marron,” I stated blankly before gazing back at her.

“Go on, you can have it. I’m not hungry.” Looking at her rather thin frame, I shuttered slightly with the cold before staring off into the distance. I could smell another nearby, but the scent floated faintly among the snowflakes. My own frame was somewhat plump, but my lithe frame had more muscle then fat. I studied Delilah quietly. She looked rather depressed about something. “What’s wrong, if you mind me asking?”

[Racer]

Santo

I'm not broken.....

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You could see me from a distance even when I want to be hidden you would see me stand out from the rest. But in figure you would always find me....in soul being another story. I was once to respect and love. Share kindness even with none in return. But that goes back with me long...somtimes loosing my patients with things and finding the other side of me. Rarely would you ever see that side. As I would never let you see it. I was one that once betrayed you better get out of my face before I killed you. If you want to test me be my guest but don't press your limits or you'll wish you never took the risk. I was a Light yes. But I'm no idiot. No matter what those damn darks say. I can be just as bad. But I choose not to. I'm better then that. I have self control...and I'm ready to show anyone who wonders if its true.

My tall yet muscular figure roamed through the parts of this area. Haven't been around her before but I was ready to move on from the terra that I live in that own. I flickered my long dappled plum behind me as I cared a scrawny cat in my jaws. I dropped it and quickly ate it, sniffing the passing breeze that held the aroma of two bitches. I pricked my flapped down auds in the direction where barks in a conversation could be heard. Cold yet gleaming gaze scanned over until I saw one with a thicker coat then the other. None to reach my height...nobody ever has how ever. I picked up my frame and walked over to them casually. In a few steps already making my presences there. Though I did stop my nerance from them from a distance and stood there wagging my banner behind me lightly telling them I was friendly.

Trust me I have encountered some aggressive bitches and dogs in my life time. But what ever. I lived through all of them. I twitched my ears behind my shaking my thin coat against the cool breeze that brushed up my spine. Greetings vixens. I am Santo, alliance of a Light...care to share your callings? I barked in my deep booming voice letting my silver gaze land casually on them both. I smiled a handsome smile. I had charm of my own that I was willing to share with anyone that was wanting to accept it. Yes I had been rejected many times in my life but lets not speak about such disgrace. Beautiful memories live inside me. Nobody ever sticking long enough with me to make more. In my past two years of traveling alone realizing how other have there world and thanking everyone who was once in mine for making my life so great. I have been forced to fight with other dogs...but then again if I hadn't I wouldn't be here right now. My humans loved me....loved me until there two pups died. I smiled slightly at the thoughts of the human pups. They used to play with me alot and brush me. But that was far gone...time to put that behind me now.

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[Socks]

Marron

I happened to realize that my nose wasn’t fooling around when it came to the unknown aroma of another, perhaps a brute. While waiting patiently for the vixens reply, I picked up my left limb from the snow-covered earth and then the other limb. My paws felt bitterly numb, and eventually I stood to gingerly raise each paw one at a time. If you stared long enough you could see the quivering ripple run along my peltage to display merely that the nippy conditions were getting the best me. My stub of a tail hugged my rump tightly as if it would help keep warmth but the icy numbness engulfing my bodice didn’t cease. It would’ve been rude to just leave and find a warmer place so I stayed put. That’s when I saw another outline against the glowing white snow.

The hair along my neck rose even though he displayed a friendly wag. I wasn’t dim-witted, I’ve had plenty experience where brutes started acting all friendly then turning savagely in the end. He successfully caught my attention when he spoke, and the hair along my spine lowered normally but I only glared vacantly at him. I flashed another dim smile, wondering if I could trust him with my name. I soaked in his details, taking in every curve he possessed before my smile brightened. “Marron,” it sounded even funnier saying it the second time. My lyrics were a muffled bark though loud enough for him to hear. I then sat again, hunching over to conserve body heat. My folded auds perked curiously at Santo. I’ve come across two polite canines today, none similar to me. Is it possible to change for someone? Maybe.

I carry a scarred soul, one that I probably would never unlock to another, unless maybe they had the key. It wasn’t any canines’ fault that I was a Dark; it was mostly the humans that made a fiend out of me. Solemnly, I blame it on my handler’s baby. They could have taken the proper time to introduce me to it, but instead I was ignored and tossed aside like an old magazine. I’m not perfect, and I proved that. Sure I don’t regret killing that baby, but I didn’t want to have to be shoved into a shelter. I wanted everything to be the same as it had been before the baby, but I had ruined everything. For my treacherous deed, I was muzzled and tied up to the old oak tree in the back yard. Then I was abused, sometimes with a baseball bat or maybe just fist, if I was lucky. I deserved it, they said. I needed to be set strait; I needed to be the sweet old dog they once knew.

That’s just the thing. I didn’t deserve anything, it was their fault. They threw it upon themselves but in the end I was punished for it. I broke out of my thinking trance and gazed at the new arrival. I would’ve been a Neutral, or maybe even a Light if I didn’t do the deed that I did. Could I adjust to a new life now that I was free? Certainly, although it would take time. Letting a sigh escape, I released all of the anxiousness that had built up within my chest. Making all of the revolting memories vanish, I wagged my stub gently.

[Racer]

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Orbs fixed to the beautiful fe who spoke first. I flickered my auds at her and dipped my crown slightly in her presence. Nice to meet you Marron, I barked in smooth easy flowing tones letting my leather lips fall into a kind smile. I looked over at the other fae and noticed she had not yet answered. I waited for a bit longer until I decided it was best to speak before looking like a complete idiot. I wondered on what to say giving her more time to reply while thoughts zoomed through my thinker on what to say. I couldn't help but sense that this Marron female was slightly agitated with something. I knew Darks had there way...but Lights did too. No you where not born damned...just misunderstood.

I let my mocca opecs looked once more to the beautiful jazzas in front of me. May I ask why such beautiful ladies roam such land alone? I barked with a splash of kindness in my words. There was nothing to stop me from such unless you ha the power to REALLY piss me off then we can talk. But I was curious on really noing there presence here alone...without a male of coarse. Unless he was off hunting or something. But they where both really beautiful indeed. Having the soft characteristics of beauty within themselves. Some more brightly seen then the others but always beautiful. I looked over them casually, not that I was some perv but what the hell? I was a male I can look too. I curled my skinny long tail over my paws neatly as if he could conserve my heat which could do NONE of that but be nothing at use, and waited patiently once more.

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...So don't try to fix me.

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